The younger you are Zehranaz the less contol you have over emotions because you are young and passionate [which is a commendable thing] but you tend to over care what another is thinking - as you grow older you realize this is something that is usually impossible to control - or even worth controlling. But you have strong feelings on this and if you're one of a select group of ppl who can change minds - that is a great attribute to own.

Beautifully written.