Call me stupid, but my concern with something like that, Kitty -- even if I were in your rigid state of mind, is at your age [in my way of thinking - any age] is it worth the post operative bullshit you would have to endure, and any possible repercussions of a bad op? And if it took you a marriage and a family and two jobs [that entail hammers] to finally come to your trans moment - hell! I wouldn't rush this one!